not here anymore

Sunday, February 20, 2005

yeah. indeed. i was just telling ren cong how ns kills social life. or rather ns simply kills. haha. i'll get over it soon i promise. and this weekend will be our confinement for range. oh and imt that day was quite fun. shot reasonable. not very good though. wish i had something like that at home. haha i wish. and so i hope for a great 2 weeks ahead. well we can make it great i guess. by not being sloppy about things and the usual stuff. the thing about my platoon is that there a re a lot of wayang people. kinda sad. what can we do but let them be. their own problem. and we always force the instructors to scrwe us before we do things right. like it's really hard to do sutff properly without the right motivation. a kick up the ass. no, i'm not great myself or anything, in fact i am rather sian about stuff in ns. but i realise some things are not within my control. sad fact of life.